Yeah, right. Of course, that's just the way it goes sometimes. We left three days ago for a grand tour of Texas to visit family for two weeks. Starting out with leg one in Nashville, followed by a night in Little Rock and then on to Dallas for the Texas portion: Dallas, Houston and San Antonio.
Anybody who has spent any time in Texas knows that you can live without food before you can give up your air conditioner. Well, we had our van serviced and the air condition charged...nice and cold. Who needed it, though, during the fifty degree stretch of weather in Kentucky, right? It wasn't until we got halfway between N'ville and Memphis, TN that we needed it. Apparently, we left it back in KY, 'cause it wasn't there.
We stop in at a local mechanics shop in Jackson, TN to see if he can find a leak and maybe plug it only to learn that it would need a little bitty filter replacement which he nor we had time to do on Saturday afternoon. So off we go into the 92 degree temps on our way to Little Rock.
Not until Monday in Dallas were we able to get to a shop where we learned that (of course!) it would need extensively more than what the earlier mechanic quoted us. I have to say that I've never met two mechanics who ever agreed over what was wrong with a car or how much it was going to cost.
So, not feeling inclined to put $500 into a van that, though cosmetically is in great shape, has over 220,000 miles on it, we're still driving with the windows down. We might end up going home with a different vehicle than we travelled down here in, yet we're waiting on this one.
Here's why. A couple of days before this happened, I had been reading and meditating a bit on a section of Scripture in Matthew 6:Don't worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food and the body more than clothing? 26Look at the birds of the sky: they don't sow or reap or gather into barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you worth more than they? 27Can any of you add a single cubit to his height by worrying? 28And why do you worry about clothes? Learn how the wildflowers of the field grow: they don't labor or spin thread. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was adorned like one of these! 30If that's how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and thrown into the furnace tomorrow, won't He do much more for you—you of little faith? 31So don't worry, saying, 'What will we eat?' or 'What will we drink?' or 'What will we wear?' 32For the idolaters eagerly seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be provided for you. 34Therefore don't worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Does what I read mean anything or are they expressions or mere platitudes Christians like to quote when nothing is really on the line? If God is true and they are objectively real, there must be times in my life where I am confronted with some crises of belief; times when I must put my money where my mouth is. God was aware of this event before I ever knew it was an event. This is no surprise. Therefore, in order to keep from getting ahead of Him, I'm going to wait to see how He provides and brings glory to Himself in the process. I don't know in what form His provision will come, but I believe it will come (not because of my righteousness, but because of His faithfulness). Right now I do not have a peace about buying a new car--it's not in the budget and we really don't have the extra right now to afford one--so we wait. It may mean we deal with the Texas heat a few more days (95+, I hear) or it may not come during this trip at all, but I want the opportunity to testify here that God is real and He is faithful.
I often write on this blog about philosophical reasons to believe in God or the authenticity of the Christian worldview as the only viable worldview that works in the real world. Well, if the above-quoted Scripture is real, my father has already provided for us one way or the other and it is only a matter of time before it is revealed to us. When He does, you'll be the first to know (as we have internet access, that is).
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